"Meticulous. It's often more psychological than physical. He's a master at making sure I feel off-balance, vulnerable, and controlled. He plans absolutely everything- and plans for all the disruptions of those plans, every eventuality. He's not often surprised, but when he is, he enjoys it more than most."
He smiles, warmly. "He knows me, the way nobody else ever has. He knows what I can take, when to check me, and exactly what to do to calm me down enough to take more. During aftercare and day-to-day, he's one of the most affirming, loving, affectionate people I know, and I'm absolutely head over heels in love with him."
"When he and I first got together, it was strictly play-oriented. We expected to be able to trust each other, but it wasn't going to be personal. We weren't going to offer each other emotional support about unconnected things, either -- but that changed. Quickly."
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"Good boy."
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Adrenaline.
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Snuggling him closer, moving to go sit down.
"You doing okay?"
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He moves his hands, trying to articulate, ineffective.
"Needed that. Thank you."
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"Am I very bruised?"
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Grinning.
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He asks, curiously.
"I've only ever had him bottom."
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He smiles, warmly. "He knows me, the way nobody else ever has. He knows what I can take, when to check me, and exactly what to do to calm me down enough to take more. During aftercare and day-to-day, he's one of the most affirming, loving, affectionate people I know, and I'm absolutely head over heels in love with him."
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Muses Gerard, absolutely grinning.
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It warms him, makes him flush.
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He smiles.
"Recruited me for your gang bang, remember?"
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He hums, lays his cheek on his shoulder.
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Explaining.
"Liked the look of it. I'm Owner of him, you haven't met him."
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He perks up, interested.
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He agrees, patting his shoulder.
"He's not from in town, but next time he's up-"
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Al has to laugh, but relaxes, snuggling. "He must be special."
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Nodding.
"Yeah."
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Soft, thoughtful.
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He admits.
"I think I could be."
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"When he and I first got together, it was strictly play-oriented. We expected to be able to trust each other, but it wasn't going to be personal. We weren't going to offer each other emotional support about unconnected things, either -- but that changed. Quickly."
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He admits, grinning.
"Knowing the both of you."
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