"Meticulous. It's often more psychological than physical. He's a master at making sure I feel off-balance, vulnerable, and controlled. He plans absolutely everything- and plans for all the disruptions of those plans, every eventuality. He's not often surprised, but when he is, he enjoys it more than most."
He smiles, warmly. "He knows me, the way nobody else ever has. He knows what I can take, when to check me, and exactly what to do to calm me down enough to take more. During aftercare and day-to-day, he's one of the most affirming, loving, affectionate people I know, and I'm absolutely head over heels in love with him."
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Date: 2012-07-04 05:05 am (UTC)Starting on his shoulders, sting dragging slowly down his back.
"Go brace up on the post, boy."
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Date: 2012-07-04 05:11 am (UTC)He takes a deep breath and goes, pulling his hair over one shoulder and gripping the post.
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Date: 2012-07-04 05:38 am (UTC)It doesn't even hurt, the way Gerard plays.
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Date: 2012-07-04 05:48 am (UTC)He could swear the skin is gone. Al twists, keens softly.
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Date: 2012-07-04 05:49 am (UTC)"You can't see me, but that was me hitting you as hard as I could, little thing."
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Date: 2012-07-04 05:53 am (UTC)"... oh," is all he manages.
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Date: 2012-07-04 06:23 am (UTC)"Good kid."
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:30 am (UTC)"Good boy."
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:32 am (UTC)Adrenaline.
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:32 am (UTC)Snuggling him closer, moving to go sit down.
"You doing okay?"
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:34 am (UTC)He moves his hands, trying to articulate, ineffective.
"Needed that. Thank you."
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-04 07:39 am (UTC)"Am I very bruised?"
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:46 am (UTC)Grinning.
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:56 am (UTC)He asks, curiously.
"I've only ever had him bottom."
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Date: 2012-07-04 08:05 am (UTC)He smiles, warmly. "He knows me, the way nobody else ever has. He knows what I can take, when to check me, and exactly what to do to calm me down enough to take more. During aftercare and day-to-day, he's one of the most affirming, loving, affectionate people I know, and I'm absolutely head over heels in love with him."
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