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"I think it's the most thoughtful thing anyone's ever done for me."
Barma sets the cane on the desk, and takes a careful step towards him, reaching for his hands.
Barma sets the cane on the desk, and takes a careful step towards him, reaching for his hands.
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Date: 2010-10-17 09:44 pm (UTC)Barma sits up with him, reaching for him, wrapping himself around him slowly and moving to trace fingers along the nape of Jack's neck. He leans in, so he can whisper in his ear.
"What are you afraid is going to happen? That we'll blunder? We've had countless blunders before, my darling. Knees in sides and lubricant spilled all over the floor, sheets tangled gracelessly around ankles and wobbly miscommunications. I remember each one of them with utter fondness."
His arms tighten around him.
"Let us do wrong. We'll laugh about it tomorrow. But don't be afraid. Tell me what you're thinking. Tell me what you'd like to do."
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Date: 2010-10-17 09:54 pm (UTC)He was just scared and his fear ended up putting a great amount of unnecessary pressure on himself to be perfect for Rufus. One might even go so far as to say his love was adding pressure as well. "I just want to make you happy, happier than you've been because I-" He held it back. He felt so foolish getting so emotional over this, and he couldn't let things get worse. He was already so embarrassed for what he'd done so far.
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Date: 2010-10-17 10:09 pm (UTC)He promises him, leaning in to kiss his jaw.
"If you're not ready, you're not ready. I would never hold that against you, no more than you would hold it against me if our positions were reversed. If you need to cry, you can. If you need me, you can have me. As long as you're here and safe I am content, my dear one."
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Date: 2010-10-17 10:20 pm (UTC)"No, I-I am ready, I am, and I need you." He started kissing him again, more confidently, a little desperate that Rufus understand. "I love you. I love you." He pressed into Barma until his lover fell back into the bed. That familiar affection Barma was so used to returned. Perhaps Jack just needed assurance. Still, he wasn't sure he could gather himself to be the dominating one this evening. Rufus would certainly have to coddle his ego a bit more.
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Date: 2010-10-17 10:33 pm (UTC)Barma can coddle him as much as he needs. Wrapping his arms up around him again, he starts stroking circles on his back.
"You have me. Don't forget that."
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Date: 2010-10-17 10:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-17 10:56 pm (UTC)He loves this.
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:07 pm (UTC)"Mmm-hh, Rufus."
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:11 pm (UTC)He bares his throat to him, obligingly, hips starting to lift up to rock against Jack's body. He likes the hair pulling. His eyes are half-lidded, now, expression lazy and pleased.
"I need you."
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:29 pm (UTC)Since he asked so very nicely, Barma continues to squirm and beg, wanting him rather desperately.
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:34 pm (UTC)Jack let go of the red hair and kissed him deeply, reaching his tongue far back and down his lover's tongue.
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:37 pm (UTC)He says his name again, but it comes out muffled into the kiss.
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:40 pm (UTC)He touches his hip bone thoughtfully as well, fingers running along it, teasingly close to Barma's erection as they travel.
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:42 pm (UTC)"I'm sorry, I-"
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Date: 2010-10-17 11:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-17 11:51 pm (UTC)"Jack, my Jack."
He's said slow- but he needs him. Now.
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Date: 2010-10-18 12:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-18 12:06 am (UTC)"I missed this."
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Date: 2010-10-18 12:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-18 12:34 am (UTC)His hips twist, and he lifts his hand to his mouth to bite down on it, breathless with pleasure.
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Date: 2010-10-18 01:31 am (UTC)He needs him.
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