Al had stayed over last night... and hasn't quite left this morning, either. The day is stretching on, and Barma is still beautifully comfortable, now immersed in a book, as his fingers trail through Al's hair.
"This is a specific activity designed to alter your feelings, perceptions, etc. You'll probably feel high for a longer amount of time- and you may experience more of a drop off tomorrow."
"Yes. Another unfortunate side effect is that your mind will cast about for something to blame for what you're feeling. Self-doubt, recrimination, and frequently because of the timing a sense of self-disgust at what you've submitted to is normal."
He feels dreadful, heart aching as he tells him things he should have known months ago.
"It isn't real. It's your system coming down, and there are ways to make it go away."
Quick, firm. Al's arms slip around him, squeezing softly. "I never brought it up, I never asked anyone about it. Everyone I've been around probably assumed the same thing."
"Two, aside from that, a full and balanced meal. Plenty of fruit, bread, and meat."
Nuzzling him back.
"Even if you drag on your way to the kitchen- or just drag your way to my room, I'll always feed you. It'll help a great deal. Third- your top, dominant, or even more vanilla sexual partner, if it is just brought about by exertion."
"For the next- dozen or so times we play, I'm going to check on you in person the day afterwards. Either by having you stay over, or coming to find you."
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Date: 2011-11-05 05:16 am (UTC)Murmuring.
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Date: 2011-11-05 05:23 am (UTC)"I love you so much, Rufus."
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Date: 2011-11-05 05:30 am (UTC)And coming back quickly with a glass of water and a piece of chocolate.
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Date: 2011-11-05 05:37 am (UTC)"... was wonderful."
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Date: 2011-11-05 05:38 am (UTC)He smiles.
"I'm glad you liked it."
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Date: 2011-11-05 05:52 am (UTC)Stroking up and down along his side.
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Date: 2011-11-05 05:56 am (UTC)"... the drop offs... they're a thing for other people, too?"
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:02 am (UTC)Frowning, instantly.
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:04 am (UTC)Softly. Obviously this is a big deal.
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:06 am (UTC)Stroking his hair.
"Sometimes, the morning after, your body can react with a sort of hangover-effect. For me, it manifests as a sort of teary-ness."
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:12 am (UTC)He feels dreadful, heart aching as he tells him things he should have known months ago.
"It isn't real. It's your system coming down, and there are ways to make it go away."
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:18 am (UTC)"I'd thought..." A deep breath. "This is much better."
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:20 am (UTC)Soft, horrified.
"You were so- practiced. I assumed you must know."
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:23 am (UTC)Quick, firm. Al's arms slip around him, squeezing softly. "I never brought it up, I never asked anyone about it. Everyone I've been around probably assumed the same thing."
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:29 am (UTC)Just as firm.
"But- for moving forward, the few things you should know. One, sugar. There's a reason I ply you with it."
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:34 am (UTC)Honestly, he's more relieved than anything.
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:38 am (UTC)Nuzzling him back.
"Even if you drag on your way to the kitchen- or just drag your way to my room, I'll always feed you. It'll help a great deal. Third- your top, dominant, or even more vanilla sexual partner, if it is just brought about by exertion."
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:45 am (UTC)Just hearing all of this is a release.
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Date: 2011-11-05 06:57 am (UTC)Kissing him.
"And I'm going to kill Break."
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