duke_of_illusions: (mysterious fan)
duke_of_illusions ([personal profile] duke_of_illusions) wrote2012-03-02 10:27 pm

aftercare

Barma wakes up an hour or so later, yawning.

Reaching to check on Al right away.
al_truism: (Huh~?)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Al's still caught between sleep and waking. He's gone to get the candies and has one in his mouth now, but can't seem to muster the interest for it.

It's quiet and the silence seems to roar -- he'd thought that he would finish the sugar and then wake Barma, so the touch makes him flinch and jump.
al_truism: (Standin' in the Wind)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
Al's eyes flutter closed and he takes an unsteady breath.

"Ru-"
al_truism: (That's not how a love song goes)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Like I want to hide."

Whispering.

"Kind of pathetic and not wanting you to see it."
al_truism: (Say it like you love me)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Al reacts very little, but shuts his eyes against the threat of tears.

"Why?"

Softly. Almost needy, like he has to know.
al_truism: (Little lights)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
Al's mind swims a bit. Very little is rational right now, and he struggles to find those parts of himself.

"I liked that. I like being terrified. Part of me was sure you were going to almost kill me, and I liked it."
al_truism: (A place we could call home)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't understand," he whispers, and laughs, burying his face into Barma's shoulder.
al_truism: (Weeeelp.)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
"It's always been mixed with sex, and that ultimately wasn't."

It's like they've crossed a bridge, making Al realize that maybe he just likes the kink.
al_truism: (Altruistic)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Where the fear was play," he clarifies.
al_truism: ([Sun])

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Al looks up at him, searching for more explanation.
al_truism: (This is real)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
"... I focus a lot on the sex," he murmurs, relaxing.

"It's like it's... permission to enjoy everything else."
al_truism: (A place we could call home)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm learning that," he whispers back.

It's freeing, in a way.
al_truism: (Yeeeah.)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
Al kisses the pad of his thumb, feeling utterly drained.

"Tell me pretty things?" he whispers, hazy but needing. "Good things, about the world, about you and me-"
al_truism: (Try To Smile)

[personal profile] al_truism 2012-03-03 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
"How many of them?"

Happy and dreaming, nibbling at Barma's thumb.

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