duke_of_illusions (
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aftercare
Barma wakes up an hour or so later, yawning.
Reaching to check on Al right away.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 06:32 am (UTC)
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Al's still caught between sleep and waking. He's gone to get the candies and has one in his mouth now, but can't seem to muster the interest for it.
It's quiet and the silence seems to roar -- he'd thought that he would finish the sugar and then wake Barma, so the touch makes him flinch and jump.
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 06:33 am (UTC)
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"Hello, Al."
Kissing the nape of his neck.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 06:36 am (UTC)
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Al's eyes flutter closed and he takes an unsteady breath.
"Ru-"
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 06:37 am (UTC)
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"Tell me what you're feeling."
He instructs.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 06:39 am (UTC)
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"Like I want to hide."
Whispering.
"Kind of pathetic and not wanting you to see it."
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 06:40 am (UTC)
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"I'm so very proud of you."
Whispering back, leaning down to lick those cuts he made earlier.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 06:44 am (UTC)
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Al reacts very little, but shuts his eyes against the threat of tears.
"Why?"
Softly. Almost needy, like he has to know.
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 06:51 am (UTC)
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"Because you very graciously let me into your heart."
He murmurs.
"The deepest parts of it, without fear."
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al_truism
2012-03-03 06:55 am (UTC)
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Al's mind swims a bit. Very little is rational right now, and he struggles to find those parts of himself.
"I liked that. I like being terrified. Part of me was sure you were going to almost kill me, and I liked it."
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 06:56 am (UTC)
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"That's right."
Holding him tight, kissing his forehead.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 06:59 am (UTC)
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"I don't understand," he whispers, and laughs, burying his face into Barma's shoulder.
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 07:01 am (UTC)
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"What's not to understand? I terrified you, for our mutual pleasure."
Hand stroking down his back.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 07:04 am (UTC)
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"It's always been mixed with sex, and that ultimately wasn't."
It's like they've crossed a bridge, making Al realize that maybe he just likes the kink.
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 07:06 am (UTC)
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"You mean this is the first time you've been scared without being fucked?"
He clarifies, stroking his hair.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 07:09 am (UTC)
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"Where the fear was play," he clarifies.
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 07:09 am (UTC)
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"Yes."
He agrees.
"But it's like any sort of unpleasant experience. Survive, experience, control."
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al_truism
2012-03-03 07:10 am (UTC)
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Al looks up at him, searching for more explanation.
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 07:13 am (UTC)
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"Triumph. Feel."
Kissing his forehead.
"And now here you are."
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al_truism
2012-03-03 07:15 am (UTC)
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"... I focus a lot on the sex," he murmurs, relaxing.
"It's like it's... permission to enjoy everything else."
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 07:17 am (UTC)
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"That's ultimately very limiting, in terms of pain."
He explains.
"Your body stops being able to be aroused, at a certain point of fear, at a certain point of agony."
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al_truism
2012-03-03 07:19 am (UTC)
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"I'm learning that," he whispers back.
It's freeing, in a way.
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 07:20 am (UTC)
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"It isn't wrong to go past that point."
Stroking his thumb over his bottom lip.
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al_truism
2012-03-03 07:23 am (UTC)
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Al kisses the pad of his thumb, feeling utterly drained.
"Tell me pretty things?" he whispers, hazy but needing. "Good things, about the world, about you and me-"
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duke_of_illusions
2012-03-03 07:25 am (UTC)
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"I had a dream about the world we'll end up in."
He murmurs.
"You, and Negi, and me minding your children now and again. All reading together on the couch."
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al_truism
2012-03-03 07:26 am (UTC)
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"How many of them?"
Happy and dreaming, nibbling at Barma's thumb.
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It's quiet and the silence seems to roar -- he'd thought that he would finish the sugar and then wake Barma, so the touch makes him flinch and jump.
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Kissing the nape of his neck.
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"Ru-"
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He instructs.
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Whispering.
"Kind of pathetic and not wanting you to see it."
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Whispering back, leaning down to lick those cuts he made earlier.
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"Why?"
Softly. Almost needy, like he has to know.
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He murmurs.
"The deepest parts of it, without fear."
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"I liked that. I like being terrified. Part of me was sure you were going to almost kill me, and I liked it."
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Holding him tight, kissing his forehead.
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Hand stroking down his back.
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It's like they've crossed a bridge, making Al realize that maybe he just likes the kink.
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He clarifies, stroking his hair.
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He agrees.
"But it's like any sort of unpleasant experience. Survive, experience, control."
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Kissing his forehead.
"And now here you are."
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"It's like it's... permission to enjoy everything else."
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He explains.
"Your body stops being able to be aroused, at a certain point of fear, at a certain point of agony."
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It's freeing, in a way.
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Stroking his thumb over his bottom lip.
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"Tell me pretty things?" he whispers, hazy but needing. "Good things, about the world, about you and me-"
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"You, and Negi, and me minding your children now and again. All reading together on the couch."
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Happy and dreaming, nibbling at Barma's thumb.
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